Ze boss is leaving. My heart is broken.
nothing else can compare
(8-15) Today’s Lesson
Even if you never truly, with all your heart wanted something, it still hurts to be rejected for it. Expecially when it happens not out of merit, but selfishness.
If I am the only one, after all, who can effectively “do what i do” in this company, should this company be taking care of me?
But alas, I have decided to take it in stride and treat it as a blessing in disguise.
But just because I understand, doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.
Mission log: day 224. Letters from a space traveler.
I was pretty bummed about Robbin Williams’ death so I made this as a goodbye.
The Cage Holds A Rare Blue Sun
If you find them, tell them all you have said and heard before you found them.
Tell them what rules you invented for yourself along the way. Explain how you could never do certain things and how jealous you are of them, for being able to do them.
Tell them how happy you are that now, you can do those things, because they’re there.
Tell them about the first thing that made you smile and the last thing that made you cry.
If you find them, tell them everything.
I kind of wish I could pick your mind over my application for the position of the beauty pageant girl’s managerail position.
Truth be told, I only applied for that because it was a step up. Not because I really want to leave ze boss, or that I long for her position. I just wanted to be promoted.
I hope ze boss doesn’t feel slighted by it. I owe her so much and if I could, I wouldn’t leave her.
But stagnation has never been for us, yes? And to be too dependent on her leadership means that I may not easily find out how much I can pull off on my own.
It’s scary mostly because of office politics. But I have a vision for that position and I’m determined to see it through.
I know I love you because I do not hate you for your successes. I feel very proud of you instead. And that little pang of jealousy I feel? It makes me want to better myself to match your brightness.