Demons

by Imagine Dragons

When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood’s run stale

I want to hide the truth
I want to shelter you
But with the beast inside
There’s nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

When the curtain’s call
Is the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made

Don’t want to let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don’t want to hide the truth

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

They say it’s what you make
I say it’s up to fate
It’s woven in my soul
I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright
I want to save their light
I can’t escape this now
Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide



sebastienmillon:

"Terror"

sebastienmillon:

"Terror"



Wings

by Birdy

Sunlight comes creeping in
Illuminates our skin
We watch the day go by
Stories of all we did
It made me think of you
It made me think of you

Under a trillion stars
We danced on top of cars
Took pictures of the stage
So far from where we are
They made me think of you
They made me think of you

Oh lights go down
In the moment we’re lost and found
I just wanna be by your side
If these wings could fly
Oh damn these walls
In the moment we’re ten feet tall
And how you told me after it all
We’d remember tonight
For the rest of our lives

I’m in a foreign state
My thoughts they slip away
My words are leaving me
They caught an aeroplane
Because I thought of you
Just from the thought of you

Oh lights go down
In the moment we’re lost and found
I just wanna be by your side
If these wings could fly
Oh damn these walls
In the moment we’re ten feet tall
And how you told me after it all
We’d remember tonight
For the rest of our lives

If these wings could fly

Oh lights go down
In the moment we’re lost and found
I just wanna be by your side
If these wings could fly
Oh damn these walls
In the moment we’re ten feet tall
And how you told me after it all
We’d remember tonight
For the rest of our lives



Waiting

The reason i dont like waiting is because im waiting for you to finish having fun with her.



happy 4th

On our fourth month, let me detail the things that tick me off which you may or may not have noticed.

(1) You are so protective. So overly protective that it annoys me a little when you don’t want to take me home becuase you don’t like me walking home at, what, 9:30 p.m.
(2) When you said you were no longer talking to her and then I see her appear on your phone. And she can’t look at me, have you noriced? She cannot look at me. I see her on my feed, on someone else’s photo and my blood just gets boiling.
(3) We hardly spend time apart. And sure that’s cute and I love spending time with you but sometimes, I just want some breathing space, hopefully not in your house because, honey, that ain’t my house yet. And since my family says they hardly see me without you and that kin dof ticks them off, I assume that goes doubly for your family because we eat dinner there almost every night.
(4) It’s okay that you try to make me sporty, but you don’t have to hold back on me. Please.
(5) We say ‘I love you’ and ‘I miss you’ so much I worry if it’s losing it’s magic. You get annoyed when I don’t say it back fast enough/ Sometimes, we hardly have meaningful conversation because we talk about how much we miss each other most of the time.
(6) I’m scared that we’re fitting each other so much into each of our futures that it’s limiting us.
(7) Sometimes, I worry that your friends look down on me. Haven’t you noticed?
(8) You didn’t notice when you annoyed me so much I had my hair cut. You thought it was nothing.
(9) You hardly ever share what you’re feeling with me and you expect me to be ‘your person’.
(10) I’m scared. Are we settling for each other? That I would not exhibit the ‘sign’ you asked from the heavens for ‘the one’. That I would get tired of you. That we would break each other by holding on too tighly. That you never would get to know me.

Do you see me? Do you really?



Grief can be a burden, but also an anchor. You get used to the weight, how it holds you in place.
Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever (via quotes-shape-us)


Photograph

Ed Sheeran

Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But it’s the only thing that I know
When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And time’s forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer ‘til our eyes meet
You won’t ever be alone, wait for me to come home

Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul
And it’s the only thing that I know, know
I swear it will get easier,
Remember that with every piece of you
And it’s the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
hearts are never broken
And time’s forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer ‘til our eyes meet
You won’t ever be alone

And if you hurt me
That’s okay baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won’t ever let you go
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home

You can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen
Next to your heartbeat where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
Well, that’s okay baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won’t ever let you go

When I’m away, I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost back on Sixth street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."



kidnapped

"Thank you," you said.

"For what?"

"For staying over."

I try to keep my face blank, I really do.

You slightly laugh as you say, “as if you had a choice.”

And sometimes I do feel a little bit kidnapped. When you automatically assume we would just eat dinner at with your family— which is every night. Or you refusing to take me home so I would stay over.

Sometimes I just want to keep to myself but I’m afraid you would feel a bit slighted by my refusal again.



jealousy can be tiring

It’s very tiring for me to feel jealous of her. Or jealous at all, in fact.

The act of getting suspicious every time you tilt your phone just a little so I wouldn’t know who texted; or looking away when you tilt your phone towards me to appear not interested is just getting old.

Maybe it’s the fact that I you promised me that you would no longer talk to her and then see her messaging you; or you letting it slip that you had a conversation about the tournament you both were entering. Or that you keep wanting me to be more sporty, the way she is that ticks me off.

It’s getting tiring and I’m beginning to wonder, If I get tired of being jealous, is it a win for you or for me?



7-17

hello there

I hope you and yours are safe today and everyday